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14 July 2010 @ 01:27 pm
My old friends only post with banner has been lost, so here is a new one. Made it myself. Woo.

i'm feeling:: dorkydorky
01 March 2006 @ 10:19 pm

i'm feeling:: contentcontent
listening to:: "the farmer & the cowman" Oklahoma
08 June 2005 @ 02:08 pm

It has come to my attention that some people who are reading my journal cannot be trusted. And that possibly people who I did not know were reading my journal, are. So, I have made the executive decision to make my journal "Friends Only"



the end.

i'm feeling:: crankycranky
listening to:: "she dont know" montgomery gentry
31 May 2005 @ 05:51 pm
the indigo girls
album: retrospective (good album btw)

Galileo's head was on the block
the crime was looking up for truth
and as the bombshells of my daily fears explode
I try to trace them to my youth

And then you had to bring up reincarnation
over a couple of beers the other night
and now I'm serving time for mistakes
made by another in another lifetime

How long till my soul gets it right
can any human being ever reach that kind of light
I call on the resting soul of galileo
king of night vision, king of insight

And then I think about my fear of motion
which I never could explain
some other fool across the ocean years ago
must have crashed his little airplane

How long till my soul gets it right
can any human being ever reach that kind of light
I call on the resting soul of galileo
king of night vision, king of insight

I'm not making a joke, you know me
I take everything so seriously
if we wait for the time till all souls get it right
then at least I know there'll be no nuclear annihilation
in my lifetime I'm still not right

I offer thanks to those before me
that's all I've got to say
'cause maybe you squandered big bucks in your lifetime
now I have to pay
but then again it feels like some sort of inspiration
to let the next life off the hook
but she'll say "look what I had to overcome from my last life
I think I'll write a book"

How long till my soul gets it right
can any human being ever reach the highest light
except for Galileo God rest his soul
(except for the resting soul of Galileo)
king of night vision, king of insight

How long
(till my soul gets it right)
[til we reach the highest light]
how long
(till my soul gets it right)
[til we reach the highest light]
how long
i'm feeling:: fullfull
listening to:: indigo girls
30 May 2005 @ 10:54 pm
Doctor Unheimlich has diagnosed me with
Libee's Disorder
Cause:influence of the Devil
Symptoms:frequent extra toes, blood powdering, gargling, blisters
Cure:sleep. lots of it.
Enter your name, for your own diagnosis:
i'm feeling:: lonelylonely
listening to:: "dance with the angels" lisa loeb
29 May 2005 @ 04:48 pm
A PASSIONATE LOVER. You love to love, always looking
for a relationship. You cannot live without it.
Your lover must be passionate and you want
that you and your partner melt into each other.
He/She should not try to take the domination .
You dont want a relationship without passion,
and the sexuality plays a big part. The first
moment you meet him/her is one of the most
important. There has to be something between
you , you cannot explain. From the first moment
on everything must fix. But when this passion
disappears you disappear to. For you it is
better to leave than to see your love

~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
brought to you by Quizilla
i'm feeling:: boredbored
listening to:: will and grace in the background
23 May 2005 @ 10:14 pm
if I were a day of the week I would be: saturday... or wednesday
if I were a time of day I would be: midnight
if I were a planet I would be: uranus because its green, and theres no "appropriate" way to pronounce it
if I were a direction I would be: west. water is my power element
if I were a piece of furniture I would be: a bed with a quilt and fleece blankets...becuase that would be comfortable... (im agreeing with erica)
if I were a musical instrument I would be: steel drums, because they are awesome
if I were a liquid I would be: green tea...yeah for healthy caffeine! (yay!)
if I were a tree I would be: a black locust... my new favorite tree... pretty smell goody flowers! or a ginko-- those leaves are freaking awesome
if I were a flower/plant I would be: a yellow rose
if I were a kind of weather I would be: sunny, 78, no humidity, with a slight breeze...
if I were a flavor I would be: cold, fresh watermelon
if I were an animal I would be: a horse
if I were a feeling I would be: warm fuzzy, i know that im loved feeling
if I were an article of clothing I would be: a big comfy t-shirt
If I were a crayon I would be: spring green
if I were a playing card I would be: the queen of clubs... or puppy paws... hehe... so cute... ;-)
if I were a color I would be: rainbow! i cant pick.
if I were a sound I would be: laughter
if I were an element I would be: water
if I were a song I would be: "brown eyed girl" van morrison
if I were a poem I would be: that one poem by emily dickinson.... its a good poem... they never have titles
if I were a movie I would be: that kickin canoe movie. no... um probably aladdin
if I were a food I would be: enchiladas! i could eat those all day! that or chinese food... thai food, and sushi!
if I were a place I would be: around a dying fire
if I were a shape I would be: a pentacle
if I were a smell I would be: the smell of jess's clothes (you know, like deodorant mixed with laundry detergent, mixed with a litte sweat, shampoo and genuine skin smelll?... whatever, im weird)... and her skin... i guess its just conforting to me
if I were an object I would be: a fleece blanket
if I were a body part I would be: a hand
if I were a facial expression I would be: unconditional love
if I were a number I would be: 82804 because.... because i can, and im a dork.
if I was a swear word I would be: fuck :-D
if I had a nickname it would be: starz... camp name
if I were a word I'd be: content
if I were a book, it would be: the mists of avalon
if I were a shoe, it would be: barefoot!
if I were a piece of playground equipment I would be: swings
if I were a stick of gum, the brand would be: trident white
if I was a actor/actress I'd be: amber benson
if I was a band ,I'd be: band? um... does jimmy buffett and the coral reefer band count?
if I were a coffee brand I'd be: Starbucks best damn coffee ever
if I were something sharp, I'd be: swiss army knife
if I were a stone, I'd be: obsidian
if I were a game, I'd be: twister... hell of a funny game
if I were a job, I'd be: a camp counselor (suprise suprise)
if I were a brand of water I'd be: aquafina... the most natural tasting of them... the others taste metal-y or mineral-y
if I was a country I'd be: ireland
If I was a ocean or body of water I'd be: caribbean sea
If I was a piece of candy I'd be: starburst... i can unwrap them in my mouth :-*
If I was a building or piece of architecture I'd be: stonehenge... ancient sacred circle... neato burrito
If I was a store I'd be: gypsy moon
If I was a brand of shoe I'd be: Adidas
If I was a bad habit I'd be: burping and chewing my nails
If I was a ice cream flavor I'd be: ben and jerries cherry garcia
If I was a disease I'd be: mononucleosis... the kissing disease! ;-*
If I was a board game I'd be: monopoly... always been a fan!
If I was a city I'd be: um... none? okay, how bout québec city?
If I were a month, I'd be: june
If I were a sea animal, I'd be: a dolphin. swimming all day, and one of the only animals that genuinely has fun just to have fun!
If I were a sin, I'd be: lust... please dont make me explain...
If I were a vegetable, I'd be: corn
If I were a material, I'd be: fleece
If I were a mythical creature, I'd be: a unicorn

yay! more wasting of my life.

i really really really really miss you right now... what is my problem??? i JUST saw you on saturday... hm, maybe that is the problem...

*whine whine whine*

im feeling selfish.
i'm feeling:: soremy ear hurts...
listening to:: "become you" indigo girls
17 May 2005 @ 10:21 pm


Bought everyone in the pub a drink
Swam with wild dolphins
Climbed a moutain
Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
Been inside the Great Pyramid
Held a tarantula
Said ‘I love you’ and meant it
Hugged a tree
Bungee jumped
Visited Paris
Watched a lightning storm at sea
Stayed up all night long, and watched the sun rise
Seen the Northern Lights
Gone to a huge sports game
Walked the stairs to the top of the Leaning Tower of Pisa
Grown and eaten your own vegetables
Touched an iceberg
Slept under the stars
Changed a baby’s diaper
Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
Watched a meteor shower
Gotten drunk on champagne
Given more than you can afford to charity
Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment
Had a food fight
Bet on a winning horse
Taken a sick day when you’re not ill
Asked out a stranger
Had a snowball fight
Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier
Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
Enacted a favorite fantasy
Taken a midnight skinny dip
Taken an ice cold bath
Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar
Seen a total eclipse
Ridden a roller coaster
Hit a home run
Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking
Adopted an accent for an entire day  *cracks up*
Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
Had two hard drives for your computer
Visited all 50 states
Loved your job for all accounts
Taken care of someone who was drunk
Had enough money to be truly satisfied
Have amazing friends

Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
Watched wild whales (
Stolen a sign
Backpacked in Europe
Taken a road-trip
Been rock climbing
Lied to foreign government’s official in that country to avoid notice
Midnight walk on the beach
Been sky diving
Visited Ireland
Been heartbroken longer then you were actually in love

In a restaurant, sat at a stranger’s table and had a meal with them
Visited Japan
Benchpressed your own weight
Milked a cow
Alphabetized your records/cds

Pretended to be a superhero
Sung karaoke
Lounged around in bed all day
Been scuba diving  (i will this summer!)
Kissed in the rain
Played in the mud

Played in the rain
Gone to a drive-in theater
Done something you should regret, but don’t regret
Visited the Great Wall of China
Discovered that someone who’s not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog
Dropped Windows in favor of something better
Started a business
Fallen in love and not had your heart broken
Toured ancient sites
Taken a martial arts class
Swordfought for the honor of a woman
Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight
Gotten married
Been in a movie
Crashed a party
Loved someone you shouldn’t have
Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy
Gotten divorced
Gone without food for 5 days
Made cookies from scratch
Won first prize in a costume contest
Ridden a gondola in Venice
Gotten a tattoo
Rafted the Snake River
Been on television news programs as an "expert"
Got flowers for no reason
Got so drunk you don’t remember anything
Been addicted to some form of illegal drug
Performed on stage
Been to Las Vegas
Recorded music
Eaten shark
Gone to Thailand
Seen Siouxsie live
Bought a house
Been in a combat zone
Buried one/both of your parents
Been on a cruise ship
Spoken more than one language fluently
Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone
Performed in Rocky Horror
Read - and understood - your credit report
Raised children
Gotten lost in a character
Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy
Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
Created and named your own constellation of stars
Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
Found out something significant that your ancestors did
Called or written your Congress person
Picked up and moved to another city to just start over

Had plastic surgery
Survived an accident that you shouldn’t have survived
Wrote articles for a large publication
Lost over 100 pounds
Held someone while they were having a flashback
Piloted an airplane
Petted a shark
Broken someone’s heart
  i dont know-- i may have...?

Helped an animal give birth
Been fired or laid off from a job
Won money on a T.V. game show
Gone on an African photo safari
Ridden a motorcycle
Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100 mph/160 kph
Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol

Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
Ridden a horse
Had major surgery

Had a snake as a pet
Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
Slept through an entire flight
Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours

Visited more foreign countries than U.S. states
Visited all 7 continents
Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
Eaten kangaroo meat (when i was not a vege!)
Been a sperm or egg donor
Eaten sushi
Had your picture in the newspaper  (apparnetly???)
Had 2 healthy romantic relationships lasting longer than a year
Changed someone’s mind about something you care deeply about

Gotten someone fired for their actions
Gone back to school
Changed your name
Petted a cockroach

Eaten fried green tomatoes
Read The Iliad

Selected one important author who you missed in school, and read
Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them
Gotten 86ed from the restaurant because you did it so many times, they figured out it was you.
Taught yourself an art from scratch
Killed and prepared an animal for eating
Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt
Skipped all your school reunions
Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
Been elected to public office
Written your own computer language
Thought to yourself that you’re living your dream
Had to put someone you love into hospice care
Built your own PC from parts
Sold your own artwork to someone who didn’t know you
Had a booth at a street fair
Dyed your hair

Been a DJ
Found out someone was going to dump you via LiveJournal
Written your own role playing game
Been arrested
Gotten a Speeding Ticket




hmm... this is a fairly good one.

17 May 2005 @ 09:35 pm
who, who, and who again?


i'm feeling:: bitchybitchy
15 May 2005 @ 12:25 pm

its so scary when someone SUPER close to you is in a car wreck... even if they are okay... its still... *shakes uncontrollably*

*curls up in a corner*

im just glad shes okay...
i'm feeling:: scaredscared
listening to:: silence